Rakhi Sawant depriving herself of motherhood

Rakhi Sawant says that she is afraid to become a mother herself after doing a show in which she along with her fiance Elesh has to take care of an infant Jai. She says that it is a boring and hectic experience and there is no fun in here. She says that the presence of Elesh contents her. The star was engaged to Elesh Parjunwala who is toronto based high class businessman. They are now doing a reality based show on parenting in Goa. The name of the show is Pati Patni and Woh. Five other couples are transferred into houses in Goa where they are supposed to take care of the baby infants. Six cameras constantly watches them and Rakhi says that she is sick of changing diapers and is afraid of being a mother herself. She says that it is really difficult to find time for kids in such a busy glamorous life. Rakhi says that Elesh and she are not even married yet and have experienced the baby care taking.